November 11, 2009

seems i have a lot to say

:: Ahhhhh...my eating...it's for the birds. I suck. I am off course and am having trouble getting back on track. Here's the odd thing. I feel better in my body at the moment. Not at the weight I want, but not as thick. I think all the protein I was eating was really making me feel filled out and just thick. That's the only word I can think of. And that really is just not a feeling I like at all. I want to feel thin and lean. So, I need to alter clean eating up to fit my body I guess. I need to get back in gear.

:: I'm also having some difficulties with my workouts. I just can not get any sort of intensity going, and I am just stuck at the weight I am. I'm stuck at my lack of fitness. I feel like I'm an all-around mess right now!

:: CMA show...I thought it was pretty good. I am pleased that Taylor won so many awards, I love her album. I don't think she should have won Entertainer of the Year though...her songs are great, she sings great, but I don't think her performances are very polished yet. It was pretty obvious she was going to win, she was the only one that sang twice on the show. I was very pleased that Sugarland won for best Duo! I LOVE Sugarland!!!! I was surprised, I was positive that Brooks and Dunn would win since this was the "end of the road" for them. Really enjoyed the Kenny Chesney and Dave Matthews performance too...it's one of my favorite songs from his album.

:: Saw a preview for an upcoming music award show...not sure what, American Music Awards? Anyway, Michael Jackson is up for 5 awards...say what? I just think that's a little silly.

:: I'm thinking of getting highlights because I have an obscene amount of gray hairs. I have had gray hair since college, but it is getting a bit ridiculous these days! However, I am a hair virgin...I have never colored my hair. So I'm a little leery. Once I start, it's kind of one of those things that I would have to keep doing. Should I or shouldn't I?


:: Finalizing my sabbatical stuff...I've pretty much got most of it figured out except for what service I want to do. Need to really get online and do some good research and hammer this thing out. Has to be turned in by November 30. I did speak with my boss today to discuss the month I am thinking about using, and he agreed that it was a good month for me.

:: I am stepping out of my box...I have worn my hair down TWO days this week so far. And am planning to do so tomorrow too. I'm talking down the entire day. Not coming home at lunch to put it in a ponytail. That's a big step for me, as anyone who knows me knows that I live in either a ponytail or a bun. 99.9% of the time. I'm trying, I'm trying...

:: Today I went back to getting my allergy shots every week. For awhile, I was cut back to every other week. My doctor warned me that October - December is bad zone, but I didn't really think I would notice much difference. Sadly, I can say that I have noticed. I've been a snotty, sneezy, stuffy mess lately. So, we'll see if getting it every week helps for awhile.

:: Whew...I've rambled long enough! Ocho is standing here waiting for me to head to bed...so goodnight!

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