August 29, 2005

how

Just having one of those days. One of those moments. Where I feel completely overwhelmed in my life, where I feel like the words that come out of my mouth have absolutely no affect or meaning.

Where I question HOW to find a calm center. Is it even possible? Any of you reading this, do you have a calm center? If you do, I really want hear from you. How do you get there? How do you STAY there? Share the wisdom.

Felt pretty lighthearted a few days ago. For a few days. Thought, OK, this is fabulous! Let's keep this up!

Maybe it's just PMS. Maybe I just get really introspective at this time, all the questions come to the surface and I just ponder and ponder. Damn womanhood!

5 comments:

Kim :) said...

:( I am sad to hear your feeling this way again. I don't think I could say I have a "calm center" I do try hard at it. But I have to say around "that time of the month" I get really at of sorts and feel the same way you are describing! I truly believe it is hormones. :( Just keep on keeping on sweetie, you will get there! Love ya.

Danielle said...

yes, it could just be that time of the month. but, that doesn't make it feel less stressful. when i used to be really really far off from any calm center, i would break off a tiny piece of valium. but i realized that that was not a lasting solution. now i will sometimes watch a silly movie or something to detach me from whatever was causing the mood, or think of the things i am thankful for... or else just blog. hope you feel better soon.

amazing grace said...

don't want to sound "churchy", but Christ is truly my "calm center", my rock, and my foundation. I don't know how I would get through this life without His grace and salvation.....

blessings....
Leah

Paddle Out for Whales said...

Everyone has days like these. They are horrible. I guess my calm centre is knowing this and that it will pass and I will wake up the next day with a more positive outlook. You can be on top of the world one day and the next feel like you've been kicked in the guts. Our emotions are very strange.

Jackie said...

If I ever find a way to stay in my calm center, I'll let you know! Sorry to hear you are feeling that way, but it will pass. Just try to focus on the good things and when something (like work) is frustrating you, just remind yourself it's just a job. Then focus on the happy, important things. Like Chris!

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